wow.. some fuckin sweet changes so far. 2009.. no drama.. head clearing up. figuring out lots and lots of shit about myself and what i really want. obama's president. epaf is launching. cant wait to get past these post-launch issues and put it behind me altogether. lets move on. i dont even want to think about the past right now because the present is so satisfying. im glad to be here. i am trying to find the drive i used to have without all the negativity. [...]