My life has been a rollercoaster these past few months. Change always unnerves me.. but you know I've noticed that even when stuff is relatively stable, it's still pretty damn dynamic. And I feel the same. I feel like my body is falling apart, but I'm losing weight again. I'm doing something about it... you know.. something for myself. These patterns really have emerged, these highs and lows. Periods of boundless progress followed by periods of self destructive [...]