I think everyone has one behavior.. that when they're doing it, they're on top of their shit. I am lucky enough to know what mine is.. i have no idea how I can have a natural aptitude for computers, it really doesn't make any sense, but i know it to be true. It just comes easy to me, and I don't know anyone else that has it as bad as I do. I know people way smarter than me too. I really don't get it. I can't articulate it. I can't. Not for myself or [...]
I'll never be ready for it, so i just want it to take me.
Respect and professionalism are very important to me, and they really go hand in hand. I have some powerful feelings that are generally either suppressed or overshadowed by a strong code of morals and a deep respect for people in general. If something is contrary to my core beliefs, I have a hard time taking it seriously. The one thing that comes to mind was my short stint at an internet marketing company. At first, I lied to myself and played the game. Deep down I hate spammers and [...]
Ahhh work. My favorite subject.. now that I don't feel like big brother is reading my blog re: work, I feel free to talk about it again. Lots of progress. Feels good to get stuff done. Thinking back, I wish I would have finished my ePrize projects... they were really fun to work on and I felt they were somewhat advanced. The Open Enrollment and EPAF stuff at Wayne State was fun, but it wasn't nearly as bleeding-edge or exhilarating as working on the other stuff. Nevertheless it's done! I hope everyone [...]
Well .. it looks like I officially burned the first bridge of my professional career. I'm not quite sure what drove me to it. I think it was internal and external pressure coming to a head. I'm definitely not proud of it but I'm sure glad to have this time off ahead of me. Hopefully I can finally wake up from this bad dream. Good luck to all involved.. whether I fucked you over or not. I won't be doing any slamming btw.. you don't need another whiny [...]