pausing

Posted on Sunday 10 May 2009

oh hi,

didn't see you there ;).  it's been a long time since my last blog and really even longer since i was comfortable enough in my own skin to put any of my cards onto the table.  it feels so good to be where i am.  i am where i never thought i could ever be.  i faced huge internal fears and did what i thought was right.  i did what i had to do.  and i'm proud of myself for doing it.

i know lots of people don't and won't understand.. my actions, myself, or whatever.  and that's perfectly fine.  i just wanted to take a second to acknowledge the people who have.  you guys are fucking brilliant.  and it makes me happy i'm on this earth with you.  once upon a time i thought i could do it all alone.  i'm wiser now... also.. i'm having way more fun living life with you than i ever was alone.

settling in to my own self is taking longer than i expected, but if there's anything i've learned in recent years it's patience.

<3

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