Well maybe I did.. I wrote an announcement for the mg2 main page.. went something like..
10/22 - Elliott Smith is dead. Suicide. Not much else to say.
I donno if that really did my feelings about the whole thing justice. In fact.. I'm finding today that it really didn't. I think I had an emotional blockage for a while there.. where I just sort of refused to feel anything.. and elliott dying was.. for me like it was for a lot of people. And it's purely selfish. It was one less place to go to feel better. It was one less like mind with a talent for self expression. It was one less person on our team. Another suffering piece of shit in a world full of pieces of shit. He just wrote songs about it.
not shallow songs.. or angry songs.. or hurtful songs..
introspective. philosophical. clear. poetic.
nobody else die, and i think i might just be ok.
--_-