wow.. some fuckin sweet changes so far. 2009.. no drama.. head clearing up. figuring out lots and lots of shit about myself and what i really want. obama's president. epaf is launching. cant wait to get past these post-launch issues and put it behind me altogether. lets move on.
i dont even want to think about the past right now because the present is so satisfying. im glad to be here. i am trying to find the drive i used to have without all the negativity. it might be a deep search but i know it's there somewhere. i feel full of love and able to focus. i just don't or won't. leafy is idle, i have lots of plans.. i'm starting to think about it again, it came so close to being done in that last push and then my life kind of changed completely. at least the mg2 migration is done.
im happy to say things will never go back to "normal". i'm off to find a new normal, or maybe not a normal at all. i can't offer any reassurances and i won't. i just want you to know that i love all of you :).
this should be fun.
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